depressed...can someone save me???

it just started with not having a good and happy weekend... until everything got bigger to the point that i can't take things anymore when someone else is also mad... and that someone else was suppose to understand me... yet i guess he didn't... i know both of us have problems but... how about me? everytime am in a bad mood, i am not being understoond and not even given the priviledge to at least let me be for i cannot laugh because i don't feel like it... how can i be happy with things when i can no longer breathe because of the so many things to do, the fact that i can't even enjoy my weekend because i have no time for it... weekend matters to me because i work everyday... i don't even have a social life anymore... i don't even have that kind of best friend who can understand my situation right now...

i know for a fact that, your better half is suppose to be your best friend at the same time... but it's not happening to me... i have MYSELF as my best friend and only me can understand myself...

i've got no one to turn to... no one to cry on to...