when love begins to fade away...

i do not wear a ring on my left ring finger anymore... i do not believe in promises... i do not believe on "living happily ever after" anymore... i have completely lost my faith on love...

now i think that the people are right when they say that it isn't right to give everything because of love because there would be a time when there's nothing left for you anymore... it's not that i am saying that i believe in that... it's just that, to some extent, i feel so empty now that i know i have given my very best just for my love yet it seems that i failed... i am again a failure...

i may be pretty and all... sweet and loving but i don't know why something like this happened to me...

maybe i do not deserve the best things in life...

maybe i just don't deserve someone whom i have loved so much... all because, he loves someone else than me...

after this, i don't think i will ever learn to love the same way again... and i think i will not ever love another again... everything was too painful... i no longer know if i am still capable of loving...


for you....

You Don't Bring Me Flowers
Neil Diamond (Barbra Streisand)

[Written by Neil Diamond
Alan Bergman and Marilyn Bergman]

You don't bring me flowers
You don't sing me love songs
You hardly talk to me anymore
When you come thru the door
At the end of the day

I remember when you couldn't wait to love me
Used to hate to leave me
Now after lovin' me late at night
When it's good for you, babe
And you're feelin' alright
Well you just roll over and turn out the light
And you don't bring me flowers anymore

It used to be so natural to talk about forever
But "used to be's" don't count anymore
They just lay on the floor
'Til we sweep them away

Baby, I remember
All the things you taught me
I learned how to laugh
And I learned how to cry
Well, I leared how to love
And I learned how to lie
So you'd think I could learn
How to tell you goodbye
You don't bring me flowers anymore

Well, you'd think I'd could learn
How to say tell you goodbye
You don't say you need me
You don't sing me love songs
You don't bring me flowers anymore

one last time...

i think i will be nearly saying goodbye to the person i've been with for the past four years...

i feel so lonely... i feel so cold once more... i hope someone could hold my hand, and tell me that everything is going to be alright... i hope someone could hug me tight and make me feel that i am loved... i am so sad... i am depressed...

ONE LAST TIME
by: Sharon Cuneta

One last time just to see you
One Last time maybe hold you in my arms
To feel the warmth and tender moments
That we shared

One last time
One last chance to see your face
God, I'm never good at this
Goodbyes are always hard to say
But then there is no other way
For you and I can never be
And we both know it
But how can I just throw aways
The things we had

Wish I could says the what we had never existed
But I knew it from the very start
Thoug I thought it might work out
Guess a cycle never really fails
When you fall in love
You'd end up with a broken heart

One last time just to see you
One more time thought it got so bad inside
I have to find the guts to say goodbye
One last kiss as if a kiss could ease the pain
You know I'll love you for always
And in my heart you will remain
But it's time to go our separate ways

For you and I can never be
And we both know it
But how can I just throw away the things we had
Wish I could say that what we had never existed
But I knew it from the very start
Though I thought somehow it might work out
Guess a cycle never fails
When you fall in love
You'd end up with a broken heart

One last time though it got so bad inside
I have to find the guts to say goodbye
One last time you know I'll love you for always
But I have to say goodbye
to say goodbye