beginning to fly...

my archangel have fled... and i think the next one will be the one who's with me for a very long time... i am so down for he is so down too... i am troubles as much as he is troubled... i really do not like the feeling like you're hangging on a cliff... thank God am still able to work properly... still manage to wear a smile in front of my students amidst everything that's happening around... but when am alone i'd just stare... like waiting for things to be ok...

everything seems to be drifting apart... everything that i used to have seems to be taken away from me... i am not so sure if i'll be really fine living without those things i used to have, but i'll try... maybe i can... if i can't, i hope someone would help me...