so early in the morning....

shit... really can't control the stress anymore... it's just days to go before my birthday and am encountering so, so much problems.... =( .... and with all those problems, i can hardly think if am still able to celebrate my birthday.... ugh.... this really sucks... reality just not bite, but it sucks also! every night, i can hardly fall asleep because at the end of the day i can't help but think & wonder if am going to surpass all those trials....

it's so, so damn frustrating.... each day i wake up, somehow i wish that all those worries would go away... that somehow, my burden will lighten up a bit... *sigh*

i just woke up, it's 8:36am and am blogging already... that's how worried i am...